Kaya's Diary

Joined: 05 Feb 2006 Posts: 182

I cannot thing anyithing else but: 'playing the angel'.... with snow white wings that keeps you in the air... nothing can hurt you... and you cannot hurt anybody else... just yourself as you hit the ground...

it's a night like this...
i'm tired... and a little bit foolish, as far as i can see... Smile

so this is my first few line in my diary...

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oyasuminasai

Joined: 05 Feb 2006 Posts: 182

I did nothing today.. :S However i wanted! -.- I'm lazy... *sigh*

why is it so harmful to live all alone..? why do we need sombody else to feel complete...?

Joined: 05 Feb 2006 Posts: 182

Oh, yeah! I didn't mentioned that on Friday I went to the school library and i took a book of all kinds of rules how to write poems and what kind of stuctures exist and i had a copy made about Japanese poem structures! Smile

I was so happy to get it! Smile

Last time as I passed next to the librarians' desk somthing catched my eye. A word on a book. I thought i am foolish and see the word 'JAPAN' everywhere. Very Happy

Then a I turned back and couldn't believe my eyes. There was a book called: The Tales of Japan. I got soooooooooooooooo excited that I borrowed it immediately! Very Happy

Nad since then I "posses" that cutie-pie book! Smile

Unfortunately, I couldn't read it because I haven't got enough time for this yet... But I will read it!! I did read 'The Memoires of a Geisha'. Smile

It was really good!! Smile

I wanna see the film too!! (Don't worry, I am fine Very Happy

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Well, maybe i should go now Smile

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Another week has passed... And i didn't do anything special to prepare for the school leaving exams.. I'm scared of the whole thing... I feel I cannot speak English at all!! (I'm a little bit pessimistic, aren't I..?) I feel this fourth grade will never end... I hope it's not true...

I need some sleep, i'm tired I guess...

oyasumi minna

Joined: 05 Feb 2006 Posts: 182

I'm in a terribly bad mood... I feel nothing at all, I cannot see the sense of anything in this world...

I am depressed!! :S:S Gomen!! I want to talk to somebody!!!!! AND I'm hungry, too... Razz

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Depeche Mode - In Your Room

In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here
In your favourite darkness
Your favourite half-light
Your favourite consciousness
Your favourite slave

In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
Will you lead me to your armchair
Or leave me lying here
Your favourite innocence
Your favourite prize
Your favourite smile
Your favourite slave

I'm hanging on your words
living on your breath
feeling with your skin
Will I always be here

In your room
Your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise
Will you let the fire die down soon
Or will I always be here
Your favourite passion
Your favourite game
Your favourite mirror
Your favourite slave

I'm hanging on your words
living on your breath
feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
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I had to paste this lyric here!!!! It's soooo Goooood!!! I love this song, really! I don't know why but it's really something!! Smile

))

Guys, it's WEEKEND!!! Twice in this week! Wink

I'm sometimes totally confused Very Happy

I'm goint to sleep sooo much tomorrow!! Very Happy

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I missed you very much!!!

My best friend's PC has broken down so i have no place to use the Net.... :'(

I saw the Memoires of a Geisha!! Smile

) It was gooooood!!! Smile

))

AAAANNNDD!! I borrowed a new book on samurais last Friday... Very Happy

I am a bad girl!! I should learn History instead... Razz

But i'll try to do my best! Smile

Have a nice day! Smile

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It's Friday!!! Smile

)) Be happy everyone!! Smile

I want to sleep.... -.-'

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Here I am again! I'm sure, you missed me very much! Razz

I haven't written for so long... Actually, I don't really know what I want to tell you... I don't really think that anybody would care about what I put down here... Razz

I'm not sure about my English tonight, either! Razz

I wanted to erite something really thoughtful, but... I'm out of my mind, tired and cannot make it better... Razz

I wanted to put down some really deep and impoortant stuff but i cannot make it! Sorry, this whole Diary seems to be a chaotic non-sense...

Joined: 05 Feb 2006 Posts: 182

Hello!

I haven't been here for a while... I don't know if anybody missed me, but it doesn't matter i just keep writing! A little bit rarely, i know:p Gomen.

I have got over my writing school leaving exams, i'll have the oral part of English next Thurstday so I'm a little bit scared of that day, but I'll hope, I won't die os it! Smile

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Anyway, i don't know what else should i write. There's nothing interesting at home... I'm just afraid of my whole future, but i don't want to bother you with that...

So keep writing and do not forget: Fallen angel with broken wings cannot fly so fast. Smile

Good night

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Oyasumi nasai Minna!! Smile

))))

I had my oral english exam today in Szeged! Smile

It could have been better... But that's it. I am happy (ureshiii:D Very Happy

) to be over it! Smile

)) I am in Szeged now! I should go to sleep because i need to get the 6:45 bus to Szentes, i'll have a Biology lesson......:S

Well, i don't get you bored with myself! Razz

Be good!

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Someone said nothing is permamnent... I know he was right but now i cannot believe my emotional life could be better, ever... I just need a strong man... Why is it such a big deal??

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Guess what!! Smile

)
My best friend was in Cracow for four days and i got a present from her.... Smile

)) It' the Memoires of a Geisha By Arthur Golden IN ENGLISH!!!!!! I was so happy!!! You cannot imagine how much! Smile

) Ok, maybe you can! Wink

Anyway nothing interesting happenes here... I work almost every day from 5 am to 12. So i haven't got energy for anything else... :S

Ok, leave it! Smile

Have a nice summer!!! ^^

Ja ne;)

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Why is that so that i am sitting here feeling to be so pathetic..? maybe because of the rain.. I dunno.. I want someone to take me higher...

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I am still alive!! Very Happy